I have had a busy weekend, with my husband working, so not much time to sit and think, or feel my emotions.
Now, I am on my own and I know the grieving is felt more then.
Grieving hurts, the sadness, grieving relationships is painful, whether they are dead or not.
People think you only grieve people when they die. That’s not true and it can be harder when they are still alive.
And when you still see them, it’s harder.
Knowing people didn’t care, didn’t love you and that relationship you thought you had, or wanted, is dead, is so hard to process and feel.
Grieving the end of any relationship where you loved the person, is as painful as grieving the death of a loved one.
It is the end, the relationship being over, gone and can never be what you thought it was.
And still loving the person, knowing they don’t, never did, is painful.
But, needs to be felt.