Wanting to save people, but very aware I can’t.

Throughout my life, until I reached out for Jesus to save me, I was searching for a saviour.

I know this, I know it led to further hurt and abuse and pain.

I also grew up from a young age as a caretaker, to my mother, to my siblings and I was always the friend who would do anything for someone, usually with that not being returned.

I feel deeply for people who are hurting, who are not being treated well, who are being lied to and deceived.

Amazing Grace. So much is becoming clearer and clearer in my life.

The song Amazing Grace is becoming more and more of an emotional song for me, because I see others are blind and can’t see what I can. I see why this song is so relevant to me now, as well as being an emotional connection from my past.

I am also aware there are things I am no doubt still blind to and I want to know what they are, so I can grow further, I don’t want to be blind to anything, as I see how that causes sin and hurt and pain.