Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.


Grooming abuse, and why it happens to adults too.

I have been thinking about this for a while and I know there are deeper reasons for why when I am highly vulnerable, I block out actions from people that are abusive.

I recently had abuse from a pastor where it is clear he groomed me for his abusive adulterous intentions, abusing his counselling privilege for his own needs. Continue reading

New start, new Church, new chapter of our spiritual journey.

My family and I are starting at a new Church on Sunday and I am really looking forward to it.

My family and I have needed time to heal, time to grieve – due to considerable harm caused by the last Church we attended. It takes time to heal from spiritual abuse and God graciously provided this, with healing through this, just as my wise doctor said would happen at the beginning.

Not once in the last 6 months have I doubted God and I am aware that is not common through devastating spiritual abuse.

I passed the test I didn’t even know I was in, until recently, of my faith in God, my obedience to walk with Jesus and feel his presence, to be transformed by the Holy Spirit and feel that too, to listen to people, to stop and think what God wants, not be impulsive, do what is required of me, all through the refining fire and for my husband to also see all this, was so good for him to witness. Continue reading