Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

I am not the enemy, but many are decieved into believing I am.

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God requires people with certain strengths, for certain tasks.

In exposing a ravenous wolf, a false teacher, a narcissistic pastor, who is arguably incapable of being a Christian, let alone be a pastor, God required my strengths, and weaknesses.

His grace enabled healing, invaluable lessons along the way and this is because He knows my heart and knows all I want is to become more of what He wants every day.

God needed someone who understands narcissistic traits, who wouldn’t be bullied into silence and at the end of devastating spiritual abuse, would have the empathy required and the spiritual progression to see the whole picture, the deeper spiritual picture.

But, this quote/pic, depicts exactly what happened, no support from the Church, or the senior leader and made to leave. They believe I am the enemy and have treated me that way, with Satan loving this all the way through.

Sad for that Church, they failed so miserably in a test that showed their hearts, their unwise decision, their narcissism, their spiritual immaturity, but at least people are aware of it, and hopefully will give this Church the help they so clearly need.

It’s sad.

This Church are being deceived into thinking I am the enemy, not understanding who is the enemy.

Just what Satan wants, of course.


Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

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