Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

God always provides…..of that I do not doubt and continually I see and feel.


We have only been going to our new Church for 3 weeks.

Already many people know us, talk to us, and are just so friendly and lovely.

We are already in a care group, I am already attending an excellent Bible study group at the Church, I have been invited to join groups, a ladies group on Monday evenings, playgroup, an upcoming trip strawberry picking and have my first new friend, who also has just started scrapbooking – how perfect is all that!

My children are happy, a new and big youth group is starting next month for my son and they are both very settled already, which is a truly amazing sign, not that I need sign, because I trust in God.

I talked with the minister’s girlfriend today, who came and sat with me for a little while. She is really lovely and within our conversation I told her how thankful I am that the minister has so much theology knowledge, as this is something I am yearning for and I’m planning to go to Bible college next year. She was genuinely interested in this, asking what I wanted to study and I said a ministry to women’s course and then possibly after that a Christian counselling course, as I have a deep interest in that and she was very encouraging, so that was really good. She even asked me if I wanted to join her and the minister at the front of the Church where they sit, but at present I feel more comfortable at the back, but it was so lovely of her to ask that.

So far, all I have seen is encouraging, humble, welcoming, happy, lovely, kind people and for that I am truly thankful.

No Church is perfect and I realise there will always be little issues, after all, we are sinful people, but so far, despite my cautious and vigilant mind, I am truly only delighted with what I see, hear and feel.

And I think I will put my name down on the cleaning roster, as they need people for that and that won’t be an anxiety issue and I am only too gladly willing, to clean God’s Church.

Thank you God, for everything you do and provide, always showing me over and over of your perfect love and grace.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

3 thoughts on “God always provides…..of that I do not doubt and continually I see and feel.

  1. What a great experience!