I can pretend all I like that all the abuse I have been through in my life, was for a reason, for me to help others in the future etc, but I wonder if this is just me trying to make something good out of so much pain.
I am too real and honest to go along with ‘putting a positive spin on it’.
I can say repeatedly, as I do, that all this abuse has given me compassion and insight and whatever.
But, at the end of the day, I suffered badly, I didn’t deserve it and I will live with those memories for the rest of my life. Continue reading