What they meant for evil…God uses for good.

The last 18 months, have not been easy, at all.

But, as I said to someone the other night at Church….growth rarely occurs in ease and comfort….but requires hardship, pain and suffering, to grow the soul, spirit, character and mind.

I have been through so much in life already, that I am still healing from. I accept my healing will be ongoing for a long time yet.

And then, due to my soft boundaries, PTSD breakdown last year, which was life threatening – I was abused more, by church people.

Whilst I do not need to say this has all been okay – I won’t – it was evil. And trauma.

But, I have learned more than I ever could have, without all this occurring.

I am not going to thank them – but I am eternally thankful to God – to use it all – to grow me.

God ensured I was protected, He provided amazing wise support, a new Church – a real Body of Christ and due to my obedience, faith in Him, capacity to endure and deep desire to grow and learn – this has occurred on a really life impacting level and I give God the praise for all this, because I know my limitations.