Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

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Poem – Fear of Rejection/Abandonment of the Scapegoat Child.

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Poem, I wrote, about my role within my highly dysfunctional abusive harmful family, where my role was scapegoat – for all blame, shame and failure, of my narcissist mother and sociopath step father, along with being the object for their ridicule, scorn and emotional punch bag.

Fear
Rejection
Burned
Into her soul

The narcissist
Mother
Rejects
Her child
Neglect
Abandonment
Of all needs

Fragile
Fearful
Compliant
She learns
Painfully
Of rejection
So young

Blamed
Shamed
She is
By gods and monsters
Her family
Black hearts
Black souls
Their need
To hurt her

She knows
Nothing else
But feels
It’s wrong
Too scared
To speak
And face
The sting and pain
The fear and depression
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