Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

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God is PURE goodness and love. No evil exists in God.


Many people interpret the Bible wrongly.

They believe hell exists, where God will send those who don’t stand up to His expectations, and He will revenge them, and punish them, with eternal torment in hell.

Is that love?

It doesn’t sound like love to me.

I don’t believe people go to hell – as in a burning place of torment – I believe people have eternal death, and eternal separation, as is their choice, to not believe in God, or be converted Christians, or do what is needed, for eternal life, here on earth, with God, when Jesus returns, and God re-creates His Kingdom of God.

Many people believe God sent Jesus, ‘just’ to die for our sins’, because all we deserve is hell.

So wrong.

God did not send a perfect sinless man, His only Son, to die ‘just’ for our sins.

People who believe that believe in ‘Mesus’, not Jesus.

Jesus died on the cross, to stand up to all evil, and not repay evil with evil, and for a cosmological deliverance from evil – for the whole world. Not just for the select saved. How incredible self absorbed, to think Jesus came to die ‘just’ for our sins. How immature, for any Christian, to believe that.

No wonder people with high narcissistic traits, believe this junk about Jesus being all for ‘me’. Me, me, me.

Mesus worshipers – their idol.

Not Jesus.

What Satan wants and encourages. Satan wants people to be scared of God and think God hates us and wants to punish us.

Anything that contradicts pure love – is not of God.

God did not send Jesus – because we need saving from God.

God sent Jesus, to SAVE us from evil.

God is NOT the revenging, spiteful, angry, nasty, God that too many Christians believe He is.


Yes, God is a just God.

And those who don’t repent, who have done terrible things, and don’t care, will face eternal death.

Eternal separation from God. That is justice.

God will not force anyone to do what is needed for Eternal Life in His future Kingdom here on earth.

God doesn’t force people – because He is pure love and values free will.

All these Christians, who believe in this angry god we sinful humans need saving from, are no better at knowing God, than the Jews.

They wanted Jesus to be the warlord messiah and He wasn’t.

Jesus did not fight back, and did not become the warlord, because that is evil.

And He died for that – and yes, with it he took our sins.

Jesus fought evil and won.

We are in that in between time now, between Jesus’ first coming, and His last coming – which no-one can predict when that will be.

God does not want anyone, to not have the opportunity to know Him and to know the path they need to take for Eternal Life with Him.

God wishes for everyone to be saved. But very few will be.

Those who are not on the narrow path, and call themselves Christians, who have read the Bible and chosen to interpret it incorrectly, face eternal death.

Those who teach it wrongly, will face even more likelihood of eternal death and those who claim to be teachers, who teach heresy and hurt and abuse people deliberately, in God’s name, face this eternal death, the most.

I fear for those who teach the Bible deliberately wrongly, Bible verse abuse, select verses to fit their lifestyle, deliberately ignoring or twisting other Bible verses that show they wrong.

Those who clearly don’t have enough theological knowledge, and choose not to study – will be deemed to not be real Christians, because they are lazy, have sin in their unwillingness and hard hearts to not learn – as is clearly instructed in the Bible.

Very few walk the narrow path.

And only those few – will have eternal life.

I fear for people who will not and refuse to see this.

Putting their hands over their ears, and over their eyes.

I truly don’t want this for anyone – but if God can’t make them, I can’t.

I have questioned things, questioned God, because I hate suffering and it is my human-ness that wants it stopped.

It is still sin to question God, but He knows my heart, He knows I know suffering and how much I want that ended.

But, I know I must trust Him and His plan, because it is perfect.

And continue to learn more and more about His perfect being, theology and how I can best be what God wants me to be, to help serve Him.

Knowing He is PURE PERFECT LOVE and with the hope all Christians should have of wanting as many as possible to know the real God and proclaim the Kingdom of God to come.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

7 thoughts on “God is PURE goodness and love. No evil exists in God.

  1. Wow! This is so amazing! I absolutely love your perspective on Christianity! Your words are so true and pure!

  2. Reblogged this on penofthesheep and commented:
    This is such an amazing view of Christianity! So many of us need to hear this message and take it to heart! By accepting these things we can truly grow in our relationship with God!

  3. Reblogged this on Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD and commented:

    I am re-blogging this, as it is probably the most important blog I have written.

    And as today was my Baptism (which was incredible) – I feel a need to blog this again.

  4. YES to God’s all-powerful character! Yes to hell being eternal death/separation from God! I would only add that I believe the Bible says that a person can be born again, be sealed via spirit as a child of God and still be unrenewed, unhealed, abusive, teaching harmful doctrine, etc. YET he/she will still go to heaven, however they will loose much of their reward/ inheritance b/c of their ungodly walk. Difference between STANDING before God spiritually as a saved one which won’t change, and one’s STATE of fellowship which fluctuates all the time. Done! Thanks for this website!!!