Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.


Sociopath Traits, now named Anti-social Personality Disorder = stalkers.

My stalker – the one using aliases (at least 5 I know of) and lying everywhere, conning people out of money, with no empathy, failure to comply with the law, believes he is ‘above’ the law, has a history of aggressiveness (he blames PTSD for this) and a complete lack of remorse…

Fits the Symptoms exactly:

Symptoms of Antisocial Personality Disorder

Antisocial personality disorder is diagnosed when a person’s pattern of antisocial behavior has occurred since age 15 (although only adults 18 years or older can be diagnosed with this disorder) and consists of the majority of these symptoms:

•Failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest

•Deceitfulness, as indicated by repeated lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure

•Impulsivity or failure to plan ahead

•Irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults

•Reckless disregard for safety of self or others

•Consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations

•Lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another

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And now my other stalker is at it. Again. Same IP address, as the other 2 fake accounts.

You can swear on your own blog. Many people do.

More abuse to report.

3 fake accounts now, same IP address.

What a sad, sad person you are.

Using an opportunity to cyber harass when a severe abuse survivor with severe PTSD, is feeling low.


And yes, I know who you are.

And you don’t bother me in the slightest – I expect this from you.

Update: 3 more messages have been posted by ‘Steph’. Threats to get my blog closed down. Stating the police won’t deal with this. Sociopaths believe they are above the law, and will never get caught. Typical sociopath traits. He can’t help himself.


OMG! Now the paedophile is harassing me here!!!

I made it VERY CLEAR I did not want any contact from this person.

I’ve told him I have reported him to the police.

Now he has come to my blog – with a fake apology and more shite about what he believes.

Major harassment now.

My husband is livid.

Sick, sick, sick, sick man.

He even knows what’s happened to me and he is still contacting me.

I feel physically sick now.


No matter how hard it is, I can stand up to abusive people now. I do. And I will.

Not having a good day at all. But today shows my strength too.

Passive aggressive trolling and harassment from a paedophile, is not what I want to deal with. And he will know that going to an abuse survivors page and commenting on Twitter about anything paedophile or sex offender related, is not okay, not appropriate. He is using his believed ‘rights’ to harass abuse survivors. With no empathy as they don’t. Sick.

Paedophilia is a mental disorder, which means they have sexual attraction to children. Yes I have a mental health disorder – but mine doesn’t create sick thoughts in my head about sexual interest in children. It is completely different.

He ‘claims’ to not act on it. Well of course he will say that. ‘If’ he has acted on it, he’s not likely to say it on a traceable social media account, is he. He certainly knows that contacting abuse survivors will be highly inappropriate, especially ones with PTSD. Was that intended? To cause distress? It’s certainly harassment.

But, despite my considerable distress, flashbacks, memories etc flooding my head, I still did what was needed. I phoned my husband to come home. Good self care. I responded back appropriately to this ‘person’, who doesn’t disclose his name or photo, funnily enough, but hides behind an anon profile. Blocked him and he’s blocked me. Good. I want nothing to do with people who have sexual attraction to children – which is a severe mental impairment of having thoughts and needs that if acted out are criminal and disgusting and are highly abusive to children and cause great harm and suffering and life long consequences and damage people lives. Continue reading


The Paedophiles Tweets.

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I had to phone my police officer husband to come home over this.

This person decided he was entitled to go to an abuse survivors Twitter account and voice his views and then act like the victim.

Did he care, that this was highly distressing for me – no he did not. Sick.

Did he care that I have PTSD and a whole load of disgusting, terrifying memories of abuse came flooding back, that rendered me in a huge mess, barely able to phone my husband. No he does not.

All he cares about is himself and justifying his sick mind and he believes ‘he’ is the victim. As they all do.

Reported to police.

How fucking dare he.


Harassed by paedophile on Twitter.

I have tears pouring down my face right now. My chest is hurting and my anxiety is rocketing.

I’m trying to breathe and distract myself by writing here.

Just had a paedophile come and harass me on my Twitter. Sick bastard.

He wanted to ‘discuss’ my using the term paedophile instead of sex offender. His profile said he is attracted to children. So he is a fucking paedophile.

Having been sexually abused by a paedophile for around 3-4 years, from aged 8-12, I do not in any way wish to engage with such people.

How dare he think it’s okay to come and harass abuse survivors. Sick Bastard.

They should all be in prison.

Isn’t it bad enough that their sick minds are filled with such evil.

Intrusive memories are filling my head now.

Sick bastards.