Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

Harassed by paedophile on Twitter.


I have tears pouring down my face right now. My chest is hurting and my anxiety is rocketing.

I’m trying to breathe and distract myself by writing here.

Just had a paedophile come and harass me on my Twitter. Sick bastard.

He wanted to ‘discuss’ my using the term paedophile instead of sex offender. His profile said he is attracted to children. So he is a fucking paedophile.

Having been sexually abused by a paedophile for around 3-4 years, from aged 8-12, I do not in any way wish to engage with such people.

How dare he think it’s okay to come and harass abuse survivors. Sick Bastard.

They should all be in prison.

Isn’t it bad enough that their sick minds are filled with such evil.

Intrusive memories are filling my head now.

Sick bastards.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

10 thoughts on “Harassed by paedophile on Twitter.

  1. That’s horrific. I’m so sorry this has happened to you. I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better. All I can do is offer some virtual hugs. I do hope you find some peace and get to a more manageable head space. Take care of yourself. Xxxx.

    • Thank you. I had to phone my husband to come home from work, because I was such a mess. Flashbacks and intrusive memories all flooding.
      He had to go and get the kids from school too.
      I have reported it to Twitter as abuse and a report to the police.
      I am feeling calmer now my husband is home.

  2. Can you share what the username of this person was? I can report but also get some folks after him. @AbusedKids Ark of Hope for Children

    • Thank you. I have put the screen shots of this persons tweets on my next blog post. I am a mess. I had to phone my husband to come home. I have reported him to the police for harassment. He had no right to go to any abuse survivors account and say anything. And now he is acting like the victim.

  3. I’m going backwards through your postings here, I think I see the story clearly now.
    He should be in jail I agree. They all belong there. Or worse.
    I’m rarely at a loss for words… But I am right now… Out of anger and shock.

    • Thank you for your support and I hope this hasn’t caused you distress? (((hugs))) ❤

      Yes, there is a very clear picture when you put it all together, which is why I have done that on here, to show the proof and truth.

      • Not too much. If anything it has helped me pinpoint specific abuse tactics that were used on me. I’m in the process of trying to figure out how to identify the mental abuse, so I can protect myself from it. I tend to become a victim repeatedly and I want to change that.
        My old man was a a full blown psychopath and a pedophile, and was brutal. It’s the mental part that keeps screwing with me.

      • I am so sorry your old man was that, it is another layer of trauma for it to be him. ((((hugs)))) ❤

        It is very severe abuse and it does take time to process it all. Do you have counselling?

        It's taken me nearly 2 years to get to where I am at, with how much I know now about sociopaths/narcissists/psychopaths/paedophiles and my understanding of them is pretty deep now.

        It has helped me so much to know that none of their abuse, is the victims fault. And how manipulative, cunning, abusive, they are. How they make it sound like it isn't abuse, or is your own fault.

        It is never the victims fault, the shame. blame, guilt – is all theirs.

        This healing journey takes time and lots of self compassion ❤ ❤

      • I currently do not have counseling but am seeking it out. This is a part of why I’m blogging, to help with coping until I get back into therapy.
        I haven’t actually been treated for the level of trauma I’ve experienced, it’s all been more to bring me out of the brainwashed state I was in.
        I subconsciously carry the guilt I think.
        In any case the blogging world has blossomed right before me and offered more than I really thought possible. I draw so much from the friends I meet here. 🙂 hugs to you also