Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

Why was I abused?


Why was I abused….??

There is only one reason, why I have endured severe, multiple abuse in my life.

Because abusive people, made decisions and choices to abuse me.

No, it wasn’t because I deserved it.

No, it wasn’t due to anything I did wrong.

No, it wasn’t because God wanted or chose for me to suffer, as part of His divine plan.

No, I wasn’t given this life because I am strong enough to live it.

No, it wasn’t my karma.

No, it wasn’t due to the laws of attraction that meant I in some way attracted it into my life.

No, it wasn’t because I had some divine purpose that meant I needed to suffer to learn and grow.

Or any of the other unwise rubbish peddled in society.

Abusive people, made choices to abuse me.

It is their blame, their shame, their guilt, their sin.

It is as simple as that.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

4 thoughts on “Why was I abused?

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  2. I’ve itemized my abuse in my blog institutionalisedmurder.com which also gives the reason for my abuse; it worked out cheaper than going to law courts and paying criminal damages. However because I am classed as mentally ill I have been denied criminal justice and banned from doing anything about it. What upsets me as much as anything is that the responsible people “haven’t laughed so much in years”. Their normal procedure is to murder anyone who poses a threat to them. To this day I still regret the fact that my suicide attempts didn’t work. Not attempted suicide but attempted murder.

  3. Reblogged this on Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD and commented:

    More of society needs to be aware of this and stop perpetuating rubbish.
    The truth, is what is needed.