I know it’s Father’s Day in UK, only because social media is pumped full of all the quotes that say how wonderful fathers are.
Normally, I struggle on either Mother’s or Father’s Day. Having not had a good one of either, feels unbelievable cruel at times. I know the added impact not having one person, not one parent that you can trust, rely on. To have two abusive ones, who knew I was being abused and all the others deep abuse…feels unbearable sometimes.
But, today despite is being Fathers Day in UK, I feel okay. Not sad, not emotional and not numb. Just okay.
This is progress for me and I know that, because I have had decades of emotions on every single Mothers/Fathers day.
So, I will feel okay with peaceful okay’ness I feel today and praise Jesus for this healing.