I am aware if I talk about certain things, it will become part of my medical records.
Should I ever need legal help, due to anything – abusive, manipulative people, will use whatever I have on my medical records, against me.
I don’t intend taking that chance. It’s bad enough having PTSD on my medical records – which is little understood by so many.
I do not intend to allow my PTSD etc, to be used as scapegoat again, this has already happened by church people.
I intend being very careful from now on, what I speak about with anyone, even in counselling. I know what I am dealing with, I know why. I have deep insight and awareness of my mind and it’s high capacity to function.
I don’t trust people to do what’s right, because so few do. People use whatever they can, lie, manipulate…it’s human nature.
Paranoid – no.
Vigilant – yes.
Discernment – yes.
Wise – yes.
Insightful into humanity – yes.
Experienced into humanity – yes.
Stupid – no.