There is so much truth in this.
I’ve been subject to so many people’s issues – they have projected onto me. I had soft boundaries, I was vulnerable, I had no self worth – I was the perfect victim/prey. I have suffered massively in my life due to other peoples ‘issues’.
My childhood was totally fucked up because of everyone else’s deep mental health issues. I continued to be re-victimised and didn’t know I should stop it, I believed I deserved it.
I said to my doctor recently that I see clearly that probably 90% of society needs therapy for their issues – most of whom have no clue they even have issues – they think they are fine, normal. But, I see clearly the cognitive distortions, unwise thinking.
Learning all about this, has been a massive enlightenment with putting together all have seen and known through my life, with psychology understanding.
I see issues everywhere, always have. Now I know why. Discernment is a strength, some do learn from so much abuse.
I’ve been dealing with other people’s issues, the consequences of their issues, all my life. I don’t want to anymore. I’ve had many lifetimes of other people’s issues. I am truly done with it. I’m exhausted from it. And no matter what anyone else thinks, I am okay with feeling this way.
I ‘don’t’ need anyone else’s permission to be done with other people’s issues that they don’t/won’t see, or accept.
I will just continue to help those who do know they need to heal, people like me, who know the have PTSD etc and are brave and courageous and honest to know this.
~ Lilly Hope Lucario
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