There is no denying my mother and step father were complicit in abuse occurring to myself and my sisters.
My step fathers circle of sex abusers, which would have pretty obvious to my mother.
The reaction of my parents when I disclosed the abuse myself and my sister were enduring, was the exact opposite of normal parents. They were angry with me, blamed me for my sister being abused, told me shut up and never speak of it, never phone Childline. And my step father continued to speak to this paedophile friend of his.
I have still not processed my emotions about this. I’m having nightmares about it frequently.
I am still in a state of emotional distress that they set us up to be abused, knew it was happening. And I was obviously set up to be abused by another friend of my step fathers later on.
Makes me sick.
I loved my mother and now I want to hate her. I want to really fucking hate every fibre of her being.
She was/is a sick, sick woman.
Some people have evil in them.
It’s the only way to explain this level of abuse to your own children.