Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

Now I wonder why all my posts about narcissistic church ministers, are suddenly popular.


I can see what people are reading, WordPress stats are great, they show every single post that has been viewed.

I know which ones are popular and get viewed a lot. And my memory retains this info.

But, when ones that are rarely read after I have written/posted them, and then start getting lots of views within a week, it attracts my attention and I wonder who is reading them.

Could just be someone looking up info about narcissism in ministry, after all it is more common than people realise.

Or is it someone specifically looking for my posts?

I would say the latter. As I can also see the wording people have used within the search facility and when the wording is almost exactly the title of the posts I have written, that says a lot.


I do have an unresolved situation regarding a narc pastor, who is a liar, manipulator, abuser, groomer.

I am considering legal action against this man to get the truth, which people don’t know, out and show how the in-house investigation into this wolf in sheep’s clothing, was bullshit. And the truth is always needed, to prevent more people being harmed, lied to etc.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

3 thoughts on “Now I wonder why all my posts about narcissistic church ministers, are suddenly popular.

  1. My prayers are with you always my sister. I don’t know how to figure out my stats so I am not sure what your talking about, but I do refer people over to you that I know have been abused and such, mainly people who don’t even have WordPress. God bless you, may God lay His hand upon all that you do and have yet to resolve. Lots of love!

    • Thank you my sister in Christ ❤

      It's okay, I can tell by the post searches and a name searched for, what's happening. Nothing to do with anyone on WordPress.

      ❤ ❤

      • Oh ok, well I pray that it’s nothing negative. I wish people would just leave you alone already! Like haven’t you been through enough?? They are disgusting terrible people who should be all locked in a room with each other so they can do to each other what they have done to you and see how they feel after just an hour! For goodness sakes it makes me so angry! It’s probably irrational considering we don’t even know each other but I can see your pure beautiful heart and it just doesn’t make any sense to me! Buckets and tons of love sent your way! God bless. Sorry for getting angry :-/