Unless I cut myself off from society completely, which I can’t, I am always going to see and know the bigger of picture of all the sin, suffering and unhealthy stuff that goes on.
It overwhelms me.
I can feel deep depression setting in and it has been worsening over the last few days.
I can’t switch it off, just to make my life better, easier. I don’t have that capacity.
I genuinely want better for humanity, than all I see.
I know how much suffering, hurt and harm is going on and I can’t ignore that.
Being empathic, having life wisdom, not being egocentric, feels like a blessing and a curse.