Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

Overwhelmed at how much harm goes on in this world. I hate it.

Just when I think I have seen enough harm and abuse in this world, more happens and I feel just as shocked, just as outraged and then as always that is inwardly processed into deep pain within me.

Humanity disgusts me on the whole.

People are inherently selfish, self serving, weak, dishonest and shallow and have no concept of their issues.

I hate it.

I hate the harm it causes.

I hate the lies.

I hate the abuse.

I hate the harm.

I hate the lack of conscience.

I hate the lack of remorse.

I hate the lack of empathy.

I hate the entitlement people have to harm others.

I hate the lack of owning harm and putting it right.

I hate how abuse victims are treated so badly.

I hate how perpetrators of abuse are protected.

I hate the apathy about abuse.

I hate how people encourage it and condone abuse.

I hate all the war, and greed and violence and starving people that are all evil carried out by people.

I hate narcissism and psychopaths and sociopaths and paedophiles and all the other abusive mental health disorders.

I hate how mental health is used as an excuse to harm others and people condone it.

I hate all the perpetrator protecting and victim blaming.

I hate this world and I cannot wait to be out of it.

I can’t bear it. Knowing all I see and all the suffering I see occurs.

I hate knowing there is so little I can do.

I hate this greedy, egocentric, selfish, materialistic, shallow society I live in.

I hate how God is used as an excuse for evil.

I hate how religion is used as an excuse for evil.

I don’t want to do this life anymore and see and feel all this all the time.

I don’t want to be here anymore.

I want to go to sleep and never wake up.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

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