I have accepted this. Not in accepting how corrupt and how psychologically twisted many religious establishments are.
I have researched enough to know, this goes on far too much within churches and religious organisations.
The biggest validation of this is the Royal Commission investigations. Which many mind controlled, sociopathic types within churches, believe is ‘terrible’. I mean, how dare people come in and expose ‘Christians’ for who they really are – liars, abusers, hypocrites and not remotely Godly.
It bothers me greatly, that God is used as an excuse for abuse, lies, narcissism etc.
But, I also accept that I cannot – as one person – beat a system, no matter how much I want to, for the sake of many people getting hurt and future spiritual abuse victims.
I can’t ‘save’ these people from these wolves.
And with a very heavy heart, and pain within me for how much this is so wrong, I accept my part in trying to deal with this, has to be over.