Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

It’s a much easier life, to just pander to everyone’s ego’s.

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I don’t know why I don’t really. I’ve had so much harm in life, I do need an easy life now. I see so clearly how much easier it is to be someone who just says whatever people want to hear. People love that crap.

People who challenge others, are never liked, often get hassle.

I’m starting to think it would be a lot easier in life if I just pandered to everyone’s ego’s, never resisted whatever they want to think, stay quiet and just keep the peace.

Just smile and nod. People please, that’s what 99% of the population want from others. I might as well just give in.

I know if I had just done this over the last 2-3 years – I wouldn’t have endured more trauma and more abuse. Standing up for myself, got me nothing by trauma/more abuse, stress, hassle and pain. All I did, even though it was right, was for nothing. I wish I had not bothered.

I guess, it’s all been a big lesson, to just let people get on with their lying, abuse, harm, sin, whatever and just say nothing. I think this has shown me that no matter what good you try to do, no matter how honest and courageous you are, doesn’t matter. You still get shafted and treated like shit and harmed all the more.

Whereas, people pleasing, just going with the flow, never resisting anything, makes life easier.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

One thought on “It’s a much easier life, to just pander to everyone’s ego’s.

  1. Damned of i do (by ignorant people), damned if i don’t (by my own sense of self)… so i choose do fight for myself, but not to the death for the cause, only make aware the cause, as most will think for themselves or by way of something else. I choose for me to keep growing, learning, and understanding and all I can do is raise awareness and try to kill the damage of ignorance by killing it within myself first…and ripple…