Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

Sobbing at the tragic news of Robin Williams death.



I did not know him. Obviously. But, as someone who feels suicidal, has had a life of depression, suffering, I always feel such deep empathy for anyone who feels this way and is suffering.

It’s always tragic to me, that such beautiful people, end their lives due to such pain, that becomes greater, than the capacity to cope.

To die with such pain inside, is a horrible way to die. But, I understand why people do it.

It’s so deeply, painfully sad.

It is so tragic for Robin Williams and all the millions of people around the world feeling suicidal, suffering so deeply and ending their lives to release the pain.

I pray they all find God’s peace.

I’ve already seen comments on Twitter referring to him being a coward. People can be such fucking mean bastards, who lack any empathy. It’s true that the ugliest thing I have ever seen, is a person without empathy. They are ugly, really fucking ugly to the core.

I truly understand wanting to die, because the pain is too great. I think about it often.

I have empathy and great compassion for anyone who feels suicidal.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

4 thoughts on “Sobbing at the tragic news of Robin Williams death.

  1. Robin Williams death hits hard to a lot of people. He was a big (unknown) advocate on mental health. It saddens me about his death.

  2. People don’t understand its not the lack of appreciation of life or that you’re not strong enough to cope. It’s just the pain is so all encompassing that it is only the need to not feel it anymore. Very sad . . .

  3. I cant believe people would say that he was a coward..it sounded like he went to alot to get help..No one knows what he lived through and what he struggled through. All the pain he went through and yet he made so many laugh inspite of it, thats awesome….how many can do that?

  4. I hate when people refer to suicide as cowardly- ignorant people have no clue how much pain a suicidal person is feeling to go to the extreme of killing them self. God be with you Robin Williams…