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I hate being lied to. So angry….I am now dissociated. Bad language alert.

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Lying is abuse.

And narcissistic.

I hate being lied to.

Lying means you know you cannot trust that person.

You cannot trust they haven’t lied about other things.

Especially when what they have lied about, was done with deviousness and was totally unnecessary.

In this case, lying by omission.

Which of course, to narcissistic people, means they believe they haven’t actually lied.

And with that, the dramatics that follow, to deflect away from the lying and devious behaviour.

I hate that I have always been drawn to these types of people.

Why are so many people unable to tell the fucking truth.

Lying to people is abusive. It is planned. It is intentional. It is narcissism. It shows the person only cares about themselves, and fuck the other persons feelings, or doing what’s right, no respect for the person being lied to. At all.

Especially when the liar make excuses, and then nastily tries to deflect.

And then acts like it’s no big deal.

Even more fucking narcissism.

It’s a big fucking deal to me.

I have enough issues with being lied to and issues with trust, already.

And now, they have got a whole lot worse.

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Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

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  1. Jacqueline De Coster
    September 13, 2014 at 11:26 am

    I have some issues with telling the truth, i can’t lie directly even if telling the truth may be a problem, but i know i try to avoid some parts, i try not to speak about it, I sometimes avoid the whole truth if i’m afraid, ashamed, too nervous depressed, or feel it might hurt the other person if i say what i think. I just would ike to say that may be lies sometimes are due to weaknesses or painful past experiences.