I don’t want to do this life anymore.
I know I have to, but I don’t want to. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.
I have no-one. And this is no exaggeration.
Counselling has stopped. No reply from my email a month ago.
My husband has proven he cannot be trusted at all.
I have no support, no-one who cares.
I am completely alone.
And if it weren’t for my children, I know I would not be here.
I do understand why people end their lives.
The pain, fear and depression, is too great.
I know I am supposed to reach out for help now.
But I have no-one to reach out to.
And knowing this, makes me want to die, even more.