I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey.
I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more.
Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing.
Complex trauma produces complex adults.
The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle.
~ Lilly Hope Lucario
6 thoughts on “I want to go to sleep and not wake up.”
Hang in there,I was the same two days ago,easy does it,God loves you!I know that sometimes doesn’t help but he does!the enemy attacks us to destroy us and our purpose,he’s a deceitful liar.Talk to a pastor and get prayer,I did last night and now I feel hopeful again,you must learn to share your feelings with someone ,God bless you xx
I am sorry you are feeling so bad, i know how horrible it is, i am going through something similar just now though i know it’s not as bad as it was some years ago. The only advice i can remember and practice now is to live just one day at a time and trust God with all the rest. I do care and hope you find help. Lots of hugs
(please excuse me if something i write isn’t clear, i speak spanish and i am not sure how to say many things in english)
Lilly, I hurt for you. You have me. I know how it feels to be all alone with your thoughts screaming and no one cares to listen. I will listen and I am here. ❤
September 13, 2014 at 9:38 am
Hang in there,I was the same two days ago,easy does it,God loves you!I know that sometimes doesn’t help but he does!the enemy attacks us to destroy us and our purpose,he’s a deceitful liar.Talk to a pastor and get prayer,I did last night and now I feel hopeful again,you must learn to share your feelings with someone ,God bless you xx
September 13, 2014 at 12:40 pm
Thank you for your message, I do really appreciate it. Very kind and thoughtful of you.
I am so sorry you were feeling the same way a few days ago. I’m thankful you are feeling better now.
❤
September 13, 2014 at 11:42 am
I am sorry you are feeling so bad, i know how horrible it is, i am going through something similar just now though i know it’s not as bad as it was some years ago. The only advice i can remember and practice now is to live just one day at a time and trust God with all the rest. I do care and hope you find help. Lots of hugs
(please excuse me if something i write isn’t clear, i speak spanish and i am not sure how to say many things in english)
September 13, 2014 at 12:42 pm
Thank you for your message, very kind and thoughtful of you. I really appreciate it.
I will try to hold onto your words.
❤
February 20, 2017 at 12:40 am
You need a NEW therapist – no matter what cost; do it for your boys. ❤
February 22, 2017 at 3:54 am
Lilly, I hurt for you. You have me. I know how it feels to be all alone with your thoughts screaming and no one cares to listen. I will listen and I am here. ❤