I have accepted I am not a people person. Not because I don’t like people, or don’t care about them. I just don’t want to interact with most people.
There are those who will say this is wrong. We were created to be interactive with people. Be part of groups. Be social.
Well, I’m not. Good or bad, that is the way it is.
I’m done with interacting with people. Bottom line.
I feel like I have lived 10 lifetimes of dealing with people, mostly bad stuff.
I used to think I would be a counsellor, as I do deeply want abuse survivors, to have good counselling. But, I accept this is not my path. I don’t have what’s needed to interact with people on a daily basis.
I don’t want to be around people. Not because I hate them, or dislike them, or think their differences to me are bad. I just don’t want to interact with people anymore than I absolutely have to.
And there are no ‘rules’ that say I have to.
If I spend the rest of my life, raising my family, working on my own healing, writing, listening to music, feeling safe and content in my home….who can say that is wrong and not okay?
I’m an introvert, a loner and I know this now.
I don’t like society. I don’t like seeing negative stuff I see all the time. It is who I am. And I have fully accepted that.
Maybe it will change. I can’t say it won’t. But right now….I am okay with being me.
Very introverted. Needing to be in my safe place. Doing what makes me feel safe. And blocking out anything that feels unsafe, all the bullshit society perpetuates, and everyone else’s issues.
I’ve dealt with other people’s issues all my life.
I’m done with it.
And even on my Facebook page, I have now set a few people to ‘aquaintances’ because I don’t like what they promote and I don’t like their view on life as I see it is very unhealthy. I don’t want to offend them by un-liking them, but I don’t want them seeing my posts and I don’t want to see theirs. So I post now as friends except aquaintances.
My life is easier, when I don’t have to see/read other people’s issues.