I realise, I am very content in my own company and very much need it.
Not everyone needs solitude and I understand that…….. but I do.
Even the great Carl G Jung, needed his solitude and stated it made his life worth living.
People who ‘need’ others, won’t ‘get’ this, and I see that.
I don’t want to ‘need’ people. And I increasingly don’t.
I am a mother and wife and I do all I can in my capacity to be decent in these roles and to love and cherish them.
I want to help others, and I do. I help 1000’s every day, from the comfort of my own sacred space. I want to help others who suffer. And I do, in my capacity and sometimes I feel like this is not enough…… and then I am reminded …. it is enough.
I have a little world of my own ~ I have created that is separate to the parts of my life where people are within it.
People may choose to have their judgment and opinion, that my need for solitude is not healthy……. and frankly, I don’t care for, or need their opinion.
I know the life I have endured…… I know I need peace.
And peace is not found in people.
Peace for me, is only found in Jesus and my own solitude.
And I am totally okay with that.