I relate to this quote and completely understand it.
It is where I am at.
I can’t allow myself to feel what I need to feel…. because it takes me to very dark places.
I can’t medicate it away, because I can barely function.
So, I live in a dream world, increasingly, where I am safe…. away from the world, away from life, away from people, away from the reality I don’t want to live in, that hurts too much.
Too many people have already touched my soul, with their dirty hands. I want no-one to touch me, in case their hands are dirty too.