Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.




I am aware…the only reason I have needed to spend more and more time alone over the last 6 months, and try to enjoy that and prefer that, is because I have been/am surrounded by the wrong people.

I’ve always been alone.

I’ve always been around unhealthy people, who have agenda’s and their own interests at heart. I’ve never had anyone who genuinely has my interests and wellbeing at heart.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

3 thoughts on “Alone.

  1. No you haven’t in your flesh life. But some of us actually do give a shit. And even cry and worry about you because we care. And we know there’s not a goddam fuckn thing we can do because of trust issues and the 1000s of miles distance. It sux when you feel like you get to know someone a few bit and you do care but you can’t express it or feel that its real because it’s over the frickn net. Just know that i give a shit k. Hope your day is good tomorrow

    • I do wish you and I lived close to each other. We understand each other and get the trust issues, the barriers to relationships.
      Thank you for caring as much as you do, I do really appreciate it and I do care about you too ❤
      I hope your day is a decent one too.
      ❤ ❤

      • Oh Yay you did reply. I just really wanted you to understand that I’m not fake and i do care. If you ever want to talk on the phone to that’s an option. I hate phones but i would do that if you ever wanted to vent in person if you know what i mean.
        I do really care. I’m just hopeful that you believe me when i say it. X