Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

Withdrawing completely.


I know I completely overwhelmed. All my PTSD symptoms are increasing. Nightmares, anxiety, fear, withdrawing.

The issues in my marriage, I can’t cope with. My counselling is ended and I can’t cope with it.

I don’t want to be alive and I must for my children.

I’m withdrawing from everything, shutting down my community page, as I can’t deal with the daily issues I have to deal with. Withdrawing from everything.

I know I am now completely overwhelmed, completely numb.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

3 thoughts on “Withdrawing completely.

  1. I’m really concerned. Is there any way I can help? 😦

  2. Lilly, please get whatever support you need, yes self care is a priority. I have been in therapy 20 yrs and can empathise with what you maybe going through. I am a survivor of SRA, incest and lifelong trauma. Please contact me if I can do anything, Skype, mobile or email etc. take care, you are precious, beautiful and worthwhile in the Lord’s eyes and no doubt many others.

  3. Oh sister I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Please stay strong and know you are loved! If there’s anything you need don’t hesitate to ask please. May God bless you and heal your heart, body and mind!