Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

When the glimmer of hope, is gone.

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Denial, lies…. always the choice of those lacking in self insight and lacking in any integrity, empathy, or capacity for honesty.

I guess I had a glimmer of hope that there would be some recognition of the truth in a current situation.

But, now that is gone.

More lies, more denial.

As hard as this will be for me, I have to not respond, because I will just be harming myself more.

It is very distressing.

It is very damaging.

It is heartbreaking.


Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

One thought on “When the glimmer of hope, is gone.

  1. Is this your therapist stuff. I really hope you can find a good one. You deserve somebody to be kind and caring enough to listen. I’m sorry i can’t be there to tell you it will be OK. Good i wish this wasn’t so fuckn hard. I hate that you hurt. i hate that i hurt. I wish we weren’t shat on so much in life.