While scrolling through my personal FB – I came across this question.
It is so distressing to have my memories and to have lived my life.
I didn’t have a normal life in any respect in the first 20 years of my life. I was raised by abusers, within an environment of highly sick and highly abusive monsters.
By the time I got to 15, I had already been severely sexually abused, severely emotionally and psychologically abused and had tried to kill myself and was already suffering suicide ideation, as a form of coping.
By 17, I was in highly abusive ‘relationship’, with a sadistic psychopath, being abused in every way possible, in captivity.
I wasn’t ‘dating’ boys my age, or having anything like a normal life, or having normal teenage experiences.
I was trying to survive what was meant to kill me. Continue reading