I am busily helping others on my page.. validating how painful Mother’s Day is for many, whether it be because of having an abusive mother, or the loss of their loving mother, or mothers who’s children have died etc….
I’m posting articles on how to deal with it… how to have self compassion, how to mother self etc.
And yet I have no idea how I am going to cope and whether I will ‘brave/happy’ face it enough for my own children.
Since my breakdown 3 years ago……. mother’s day get worse. Which is due to the deepening understanding and pain of knowing what she was and what she did. And how much I loved her despite all she did, and how I would do anything for her, and I did. And how deeply she betrayed that love, with some of the worst kinds of abuse a mother can inflict. Continue reading