Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

I’m tired. Tired of it all.


I’m so tired.

I’m tired of my life.

I’m tired of this battle.

I’m tired of hurting emotionally.

I’m tired of grieving.

I’m tired of hurting physically.

I’m tired of my past.

I’m tired of my present.

I’m tired of people.

I’m tired of opinions.

I’m tired of agenda’s.

I’m tired of people who only think of themselves.

I’m tired of not being good enough.

I’m tired of being used.

I’m tired of dealing with people’s issues.

I’m tired of people’s dishonesty.

I’m tired of explaining myself to people.


I’m tired of other people shaming.

I’m tired of people’s nastiness.

I’m tired of people’s selfishness.

I’m tired of knowing I do not belong in this world.

I’m tired of sleep issues.

I’m tired of the internet.

I’m tired of people.

I’m tired of life.

I’m exhausted.

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

5 thoughts on “I’m tired. Tired of it all.

  1. I’m sorry you all those things. X

  2. I can relate to this and I am so sorry! ❤

  3. I feel like this often too, sending you hugs and letting you know that there are others who understand

  4. I agree.
    I’m sick & tired of being sick & tired.

    Then I read about this and it lifted my spirits & renewed my hope……….


  5. Good poem. I think most people would relate to this at some stage of their lives. Thank you.