I am a realist and honest with myself. Every part of my life, has been affected by the child abuse I endured. That is my reality.
There is not a single area of my life, that has not been impacted..
It is overwhelming at times. It’s more than I can cope with sometimes. I’m overwhelmed by sadness.
For all that should never have been, but was.
For all I never had, but should have had.
It’s so much to grieve.