When someone makes it clear from their actions, that you are not a priority, or even valued equally to others – I don’t ignore it anymore.
It acts as a reality check for me. As happened today. And although it’s not pleasant, I’d rather know where I stand, than believe a situation to be different to the reality.
I’ve learned in life, the only person that I can rely/depend on, is myself. It’s the way it’s always been. And it continues. I’d rather deal with the honest reality, than delude myself. Unlike many, I don’t self soothe with untruths, to make my life easier. I face the reality, which can be harsh and emotionally difficult.
But, the path to truth, reality and honesty, is never an easy road.