Having no hope left, is the most painful and lonely place to be.
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Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD
I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario
February 3, 2016 at 12:54 pm
Yes it is and I would have to agree, it’s horrible. I know there is nothing I can say to make it go away but I wish there were.
February 3, 2016 at 5:06 pm
now does our world descend
EE Cummings
now does our world descend
the path to nothingness
(cruel now cancels kind:
friends turn to enemies)
therefore lament,my dream
and don a doer’s doom
create now is contrive;
imagined,merely know
(freedom:what makes a slave)
therefore,my life,lie down
and more by most endure
all that you never were
hide,poor dishonoured mind
who thought yourself so wise;
and much could understand
concerning no and yes:
if they’ve become the same
it’s time you unbecame
where climbing was and bright
is darkness and to fall
(now wrong’s the only right
since brave are cowards all)
therefore despair,my heart
and die into the dirt
but from this endless end
of briefer each our bliss –
where seeing eyes go blind
(where lips forget to kiss)
where everything’s nothing
– arise,my soul;and sing
February 3, 2016 at 7:55 pm
It is so lonely, but sadly it’s where I am for the moment, lost all hope!
February 4, 2016 at 6:29 am
That’s why it would behoove one to pack up and move shop (either literally or metaphorically). Why? Because you may just be looking in the wrong places for that which could bring you the strongest sense of belonging and purpose. Life is too short to waste. Don’t look for hope – create lasting change.
February 4, 2016 at 1:29 pm
I’ve been there…all I can say is that it didn’t last…big hugs to you!
February 4, 2016 at 8:56 pm
It is so so lonely. Sorry you feel the same.