The last few weeks, have been pretty dire. Lots of issues, lots of realizations, lots of painful stuff to deal with. It’s knocked me around emotionally. Knocked me down. Really down.
I’m aware, when I’m at my lowest, my children are why I keep going.
Today, is my little boys 7th Birthday. We went to the local zoo and he loved it. Seeing him having such fun and seeing the joy in my children, made me know why I keep going.
I could very easily have stayed in bed, and just cried all day. But, I got up, and did what was needed, so my little boy had a great day.
It has been a really good day.
And an exhausting day.
I love my children.
And even when I feel like I have nothing else… I know I have my boys.