Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.


I danced with the devil.

The first 20 years of my life, were ‘the garden of evil’.

Evil surrounded me.

I sought protection, in the wrong people.

More evil was inflicted.

Thoughts of death continually occupied my mind.

My get out.

My escape.

I wanted death often.

It will be a part of my life forever.

It will always be in my memories.

I still feel it.

As I sleep.

But, the nightmares are lessoning.

They worsen.

Then they lesson. Continue reading


“Seriously! Where has this woman been all my life”

Had some meaningful & amazing feedback about my work and my thoughts.

“Seriously! Where has this woman been all my life

“Refreshing to see validity of your own theologies”

“Thank YOU.

You are like a freshly squeezed glass of lemonade

on a hot summer day.

Many of us feel lonely in our examinations”

Responses like this, make me tearful. I know how vital empathy is. I know how desperately many of need and search for the right words, the right understanding. The deeper understanding of the depths and levels of issues created by complex trauma.

To know I am that voice, that empathy, that understanding for others, who have suffered so greatly, is an amazing place to be.

It is a place I don’t take for granted. It is a place I am so thankful for. Continue reading