I think I have an unhealthy attachment to my counsellor. I think that is not changing and in fact, increases over time. When she’s away, I miss her. Too much. I think about her too frequently. I care too much about what she thinks of me.
I find it hard to talk to her about some things. Some things I can’t talk about at all.
I think it’s time to face, I need to sever that connection and move on from that. I already have a complicated enough life.
I know it will involve grieving and it will hurt, for some time.But, I’ll get over it. I always do.