Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

It’s never far away…

This morning was going well. In fact, the last few weeks have been going pretty well. But, then a few painful realities hit, and it changes everything.

It’s amazing how you can feel so many emotions in one day. From happiness, feeling good, feeling hopeful….. to the exact opposite. All within a period of hours.

Those painful emotions of grieving, sadness, hopelessness, terminal aloneness …. are never far away.





I will notice people who use my account 2 gain more followers & make more money.

I am aware of certain people, who wish to use my accounts and work… to further their own needs. When someone who is making money from their accounts…..never shares or likes my work …. yet frequently responds to commenters of my work……. I can see what they are up to.

If someone is genuinely interested in my work, they would share and like it. If they never like or share my work, but are frequently coming to my account, then they have self serving reasons.

I’m a very discerning person. I see the motivations of people, and can figure them out by their patterns of behaviour. I’m not doing all I do, for others to use me, to further their own businesses and egos.

And I will block such people. I give them time, to see what they do, and then once it becomes pretty clear they have self serving motivations, that are not actually about helping people, at all, they no longer get access to my accounts. Continue reading