Each milestone this blog reaches, I still feel shocked.
I still think ‘is this really me?’. Do people really like what I write, that much?
It feels surreal.
My life, still feels surreal.
What I see around me, makes me feel like this life is bizarre.
But, this is me. I’m not going to wake up and realise this is all some weird dream. I’m not going to hear ‘cut’ and find out this was all some sick reality TV show.
This really is real.
And my blog has reached 900,000 views. Which considering what I write about, is huge.
I don’t write about cooking. I’m not a fashion blogger.
I write about abuse, child abuse, trauma, abusers and lots of really heavy, horrible, disgusting abuse and abusers……… and all I have endured, learned, grieved, and will continue to, for the rest of my life.
It may feel surreal. But, it is real.
~ Lilly Hope Lucario