I have no peace within me. I don’t know what peace feels like. I get fleeting moments of it, but that’s all.
I’ve been dealing with trauma, abuse, invalidation, hurt, harm, betrayal, aloneness…. all my life.
And it continues.
I also see all the hurt, harm and suffering going on the world.
And then all the excuses made, for those who cause it.
I see all the BS, selfish, harmful thinking.
I feel the pain of those who endure all this.
I think and feel too much, to have any peace.
I’m tired of this life. Tired of humanity. Tired of living.
And I know, I won’t find peace here. There is no peace in this world. There is no peace, in humanity.
I will only have peace, in what comes after this life.
~ Lilly Hope Lucario
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