Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

I have the kind of tired, where I am in dire need of peace

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I have no peace within me. I don’t know what peace feels like. I get fleeting moments of it, but that’s all.

I’ve been dealing with trauma, abuse, invalidation, hurt, harm, betrayal, aloneness…. all my life.

And it continues.

I also see all the hurt, harm and suffering going on the world.

And then all the excuses made, for those who cause it.

I see all the BS, selfish, harmful thinking.

I feel the pain of those who endure all this.

I think and feel too much, to have any peace.

I’m tired of this life. Tired of humanity. Tired of living.

And I know, I won’t find peace here. There is no peace in this world. There is no peace, in humanity.

I will only have peace, in what comes after this life.

~ Lilly Hope Lucario

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Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle.

One thought on “I have the kind of tired, where I am in dire need of peace

  1. Lilly, thank you for sharing your heart. By what you wrote here today, I truly know you DO understand. Utterly.

    “I’m tired of this life. Tired of humanity. Tired of living.” I understand, Lilly, truly I do.

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