It takes courage to accept where you are, what the reality of your life is. And to stop hoping it will change, when it clearly won’t.
I am in a reality where I am stuck.
My children and their needs, have to come before my own.
So I remain within a situation I cannot escape.
And that forces me into further aloneness.
I am not physically alone.
But, I am alone…. emotionally, mentally.
You cannot find deep and genuine adult connections or love, with people who are not capable of them, or with people who cannot return them.
So, I accept my reality.
And I have given up assuming it will change.
I am grieving this reality. Continue reading