Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

A journey to healing from complex trauma.

There are countless blog posts, about me feeling like an alien on this planet



I absolutely feel like an alien on this planet and have written about this many times, on my blog.

I’m aware I think differently to many people. I understand human behaviour on a deeper level than many. Which is good and bad.

I’ve been described as an old soul and an empath.
I don’t belong here, and never did.
Something I have to live with, every day.
I don’t try to understand anymore – why people are so selfish, lack courage, are dishonest, and lack the virtues of a good character.
I just accept that is their choice and stay the hell away from them.
Lilly Hope Lucario

Author: Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I am a survivor of complex and multiple trauma and abuse, who at the age of 40, began my healing journey. I am using my journey to recovery and healing, to help others, to help survivors feel less alone, validated, encouraged and to enable others to understand themselves more. Complex trauma, particularly from severe, prolonged childhood abuse, is profoundly life changing. Complex trauma produces complex adults. The journey to recovery is a painful, often lonely, emotional daily challenge and it is my aim to encourage others in their daily battle. ~ Lilly Hope Lucario

6 thoughts on “There are countless blog posts, about me feeling like an alien on this planet

  1. Ive been described as this too

  2. The first scripture I opened the book to was he sent angels to earth to go through these things to tell others about these times. He is coming soon.

  3. You are not of this world lily. Remember that picture with the angel I made. You are here to make it a better place. Anneliese

    • Hi Anneliese, how are you? I hope you are okay? ❤ ❤

      I don't think I am an angel – I'm not prefect. But, I do try to stand up for what is right and good.
      I think I do understand human behaviour far more than most of society.
      Which is good, but also can be a lonely road.
      I think once your eyes are opened to reality and human behaviour and what motivates people…… it is hard to see so much harmful and toxic behaviour and have empathy to know the harm is causes.
      Lilly ❤

      • Oh no nobody’s perfect for sure but if you knew what God thought about the likes of us who have been through this shit you would see yourself as he sees you. I’ve been on the most craziest revelationary journey the last few months I don’t think anybody would believe me but it’s ok. So many bad things have happened but God came into my life.

  4. Being an old soul is a tough life. It’s hard being much more perceptive of the world and people around you than other people are. The clarity of perception that it provides can also be brutal. Those less fortunate can’t understand what makes you tick nor your decisions. Being empathic on top of it makes it doubly hard. On the other hand I know it can be wonderful too. The few empathic old souls I’ve known and loved have shown that there is something worth living for in the world. I live for the hope that I will one day be able to open my heart and soul again so I can again know that love. I hope that you can find that love too.