In my 45 years on this earth, I have never been in a relationship with anyone who actually loves me.
This song (which I love) – made me reflect on how I have missed out on love, with someone who genuinely cares about me, isn’t using/abusing me, who has my back and is safe.
I don’t know what receiving love feels like.
I don’t know what a safe relationship feels like.
Which is very sad and makes me feel a deep sense of grieving.
45 years of toxic people and no-one who loves/loved me.
I’ve always been completely alone ….. even when in relationships.
A very hard reality to endure.
~ Lilly Hope Lucario
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