This life is too painful and too hard. It never gets easier. I can’t do it anymore.
I’m not doing anymore tests for my blood pressure.
I want to have a heart attack and die.
I’m praying I have a heart attack and die.
I’m praying God will take me out of this nightmare that never ends.
I’m praying I have the strength to end this, if he doesn’t.
I can’t take anymore.
I need peace.
And the only way to stop this pain, is to die.