I can’t take any more

This life is too painful and too hard. It never gets easier. I can’t do it anymore.

I’m not doing anymore tests for my blood pressure.

I want to have a heart attack and die.

I’m praying I have a heart attack and die.

I’m praying God will take me out of this nightmare that never ends.

I’m praying I have the strength to end this, if he doesn’t.

I can’t take anymore.

I need peace.

And the only way to stop this pain, is to die.