This fear of being completely alone, is always accompanied by those voices/messages from the past, telling me, how I don’t deserve anything better.
Not actual voices, but memories of how I was treated, how I was harmed by too many people.
That inner critic, those inwardly digested abusers, those core beliefs.
I am worthless.
I don’t matter.
I have no-one.
I deserve this.
No-one can be trusted.
Don’t reach out, because when you do, no-one will be there.
You don’t deserve anyone to care. Continue reading