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A journey to healing from complex trauma.


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I am every immature church persons…..nightmare….especially for the men.

I realise that my challenging of so much I see within churches, is a freakin’ nightmare for many.

Especially all those who have been brought up in churches – where as children they are forced to have blind obedience and submission and of course ‘women must keep quiet’.

I do see, I am very problematic to all these deceived people, stuck at a very immature level of faith – at stage 3, where most will remain all their lives, very evidently leading to these mind controlled, sheep like people, who don’t challenge, don’t question, just accept, believe what they are told, like docile sheep.

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I see the fact that I challenge the mind controlled issues many have, is very unusual to them – and they will not like this and I won’t create many friends.

But, you know, my faith, is the most important part of my life and I don’t intend to compromise that – to make friends with deluded, deceived church people.

I am way beyond that and just because they can’t understand that – is not my issue – it is theirs and it is their sin, to not challenge themselves and their thinking.

I know a ‘woman’ challenging men in conservative, right wing churches – is such a huge issue to them!!! Poor darlings, I know their ego’s get hurt by that and it threatens their need to be dominant and be ‘the man’. Continue reading


God is PURE goodness and love. No evil exists in God.

I am re-blogging this, as it is probably the most important blog I have written.

And as today was my Baptism (which was incredible) – I feel a need to blog this again.

Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

Many people interpret the Bible wrongly.

They believe hell exists, where God will send those who don’t stand up to His expectations, and He will revenge them, and punish them, with eternal torment in hell.

Is that love?

It doesn’t sound like love to me.

I don’t believe people go to hell – as in a burning place of torment – I believe people have eternal death, and eternal separation, as is their choice, to not believe in God, or be converted Christians, or do what is needed, for eternal life, here on earth, with God, when Jesus returns, and God re-creates His Kingdom of God.

Many people believe God sent Jesus, ‘just’ to die for our sins’, because all we deserve is hell.

So wrong.

God did not send a perfect sinless man, His only Son, to die ‘just’ for our sins.

People who believe that believe in ‘Mesus’…

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Tithes & Offerings??

Having been at a cult, where – of course – tithes and offerings were considered of big importance….

I have asked and done a little research.

Abusive, money hungry ‘church’s will ask for tithes and will make it an issue.

And yet, it is not even Biblical in the New Testament.

Too many church’s and certain denominations – are money hungry.

Too many ministers are paid too much money – which of course they all then salary sacrifice for tax purposes and pay hardly any tax on either. Continue reading


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God is PURE goodness and love. No evil exists in God.

Many people interpret the Bible wrongly.

They believe hell exists, where God will send those who don’t stand up to His expectations, and He will revenge them, and punish them, with eternal torment in hell.

Is that love?

It doesn’t sound like love to me.

I don’t believe people go to hell – as in a burning place of torment – I believe people have eternal death, and eternal separation, as is their choice, to not believe in God, or be converted Christians, or do what is needed, for eternal life, here on earth, with God, when Jesus returns, and God re-creates His Kingdom of God.

Many people believe God sent Jesus, ‘just’ to die for our sins’, because all we deserve is hell.

So wrong.

God did not send a perfect sinless man, His only Son, to die ‘just’ for our sins.

People who believe that believe in ‘Mesus’, not Jesus.

Jesus died on the cross, to stand up to all evil, and not repay evil with evil, and for a cosmological deliverance from evil – for the whole world. Not just for the select saved. How incredible self absorbed, to think Jesus came to die ‘just’ for our sins. How immature, for any Christian, to believe that.

No wonder people with high narcissistic traits, believe this junk about Jesus being all for ‘me’. Me, me, me.

Mesus worshipers – their idol.

Not Jesus.

What Satan wants and encourages. Satan wants people to be scared of God and think God hates us and wants to punish us. Continue reading


How to really model being a real Christian….On a community support page.

A post on my community page. Received good response – from believers and non believers. Of course there will be those religious people, who will ignore it – sadly.

For the Christians in the community ❤

(If you are not a Christian, please either bypass this, or be respectful in comments, thank you).

I understand fully having deep love for God!

Being a Christian, is my heart, my soul and my insides!

I want to shout about God and the message of Jesus from the roof tops!

But, I am also aware and follow Jesus – and what He did closely, or I am not serving God, I will be serving Satan.

Jesus, only spoke to those who WANTED to listen to Him.

He only preached at the temples and to those who followed Him.

He did NOT – preach to those who did not want, or ask to listen.

Jesus did not 'make' people listen to Him – he did not show disrespect to the non Jews.

Preaching at non believers, means we are hypocrites and we will put people off and this is what is happening all over the world. Continue reading


More things Jesus never said……women’s place…

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Mary was the first NT theologian and the first to proclaim the good news, due to her need to learn theology and she knew Jesus’ mission, when the male disciples – didn’t, until much later.

Mary ministered to Jesus – which kinda blows away that old crap spouted about women cannot minister to men.


As I cannot have daily teaching from a knowledgeable theologian based teacher……

I will read books from studied and knowledgeable theologians, like NT Wright and soak up as much learning and wisdom as I can.

It’s interesting that people who are so clearly not Biblically based at all – like Joyce Meyer, and the Hinn’s, Oprah and the like, are best sellers…

Such heresy preached and this is the reasons theology is so badly needed now, because those who do not know theology – lap up their rubbish and basic heresy and make these false teachers rich in the process! Continue reading