I get so sick of assumptions, that there is something ‘wrong’ with people with PTSD, or Complex PTSD.
After all the abuse, lies and harm I have endured, from birth, from all significant people in my life, including over the last 2 years…I would be a ‘fool’ not to have trust issues.
Not because I think everyone is a liar, who will hurt me.
But, because I know there are many who are liars, who cause harm.
Getting over trust issues regarding
one person harming you…
is very different to dealing with the
harm caused by as many abusive people
as I have endured in my life.
Bottom line, I trust no-one.
Never have and probably never will.
My subconscious need to protect myself, is far greater, than my need to potentially allow myself to get harmed again.
And I have tried and been burned, badly. Continue reading