43 years of abuse and a life time of nightmares, keeping me locked in the pain of my past.
‘Leave it in the past’ people say.
Yeah sure, would love to, please let me know when you have a miracle cure to stop my brain involuntarily making me re-experiencing horrendous abuse.
PTSD is so fucking cruel.
I really don’t want to remember being forced from the age of 9, to perform sexual acts, having my child body being violated, by an old man paedophile. Continue reading